UselessIllusion

Alone. Some days I feel so alone, like a phantasm in the world of life. I do not fear being alone. I fear many things, but being alone is not something I think is worth fearing. Then again it is a painful experience wondering if I will die with an atrophied heart. I could always just go out and fill the loneliness with pointless encounters and brisk relationships with no meaning, But I think I would prefer death alone to being emotionally stunted and not realizing it, Maybe I was born in the wrong era, maybe my mate was here when the earth was younger and I ended up a thousand years to late into time, Maybe I was made a human by mistake. I sh